At last.

One of my philosophies in life is to think that everything has a beggining has an end. My November 2010 was a month of closing a door and opening a new one: a lost love affair and cloudy partnership in work was the hardest issues. Being insecure of understanding what you want makes you feel the smallest person walking. I had to give me and myself a time to rethink. Not knowing what to do I started to separate the will of my heart and the voices of my brain. I let them talk one by one and listened with both ears. It was not easy trying to comprehend what they were saying, one was making me ask questions while the other one was demanding answers. Confusion is a lame word to discribe my situation. When I had enough... I went out, I met persons that I know I feel good with as a company, I laughed and maybe had too much of Nerod'avola. For days I did not listen...I let them argue for themselves with thier questions and answers... And one day, I woked-up and was certain on what I had to do. No more insecurity, no more asking question "What do I want?". I went and made my actions with the knowledge of the consequences that follows. My heart is in total zen with himself, my brain is having a quiet moment with no questions and I am happy. At last; My lost love affair became a dear friendship, my cloudy partnership in work became, after three liters of tears, a new road of potential inspirations. It is true when the say that everything will be fine. :)